I've had a very emotionally draining week. Monday sucked because H and I filed taxes together over the phone. It started out ok, but it took about an hour, and by the time we got off the phone I was angry and in tears. I don't want to go back in my brain and revisit the conversation, but I hung up and sobbed. I still couldn't believe just how utterly selfish he is.
Of course conversations like these just leave me emotionally drained, so Tuesday I felt like I was in a funk. I've been ok though, staying busy and spending lots of time with my close friends and people who care about me. My best friend (and now roommate) is always here for me to listen and vent and give me hugs when I need it. Overall, my week wasn't really bad. I'm excited to get my nice chunk of change back from taxes.
And then Friday morning, after only a few hours of restless sleep, I wake up to a text from him asking if I want to see him next weekend. And I'm mortified. I was already feeling kind of vulnerable about next weekend since my roommate is going out of town, so I'm trying to make plans so that I don't end up sitting at home being sad. ::sigh:: Maybe I just need a really good cry though.
Anyway, I didn't respond to his text. I'm seriously considering just blocking his texts and calls, and then mailing him divorce papers.
Flameful?
Re: Ugh.