Hi there, I have checked in on your blog writings and wanted you to know that you are not alone and you are very much needed in this world. You have a lot to offer and provide to others and I wish you could see that for yourself.
I'm mostly saying this because it is only a few days past the "death-anniversary" of the passing of my dear old college roommate, Megan, who hung herself two years ago. Some of what you are expressing in your blog is similar to how she felt at times, as she was tormented with lots of inner demons that came along with an eating disorder and other problems.
I wish I had reached out to her when the time mattered most, but I didn't/couldn't/had no idea it was that bad. I want you to know that I don't want you to hit that dark place that she did, and I am here for you if need someone to talk to. Life shouldn't be filled with numbness and sadness, and I am good for listening ear if needed. *HUGS*
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Ditto to all of this.
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Yes, well said OPS.
Agreed!
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