I just wanted you to know that I've been there.
About 2 years ago, I started sinking in a seriously deep depression. I thought about suicide every single day, to the point that I got in the car and prayed a semi would hit me. I was angry at myself for not having the guts to kill myself.
My marriage suffered...I put on massive amounts of weight...I stopped going out...I had problems with alcohol. It was so bad.
January came around and I started seeing a therapist. Between my therapist and this board, I am in such a better place.
This board saved my life. No joke, no exaggeration. I owe these ladies my life.
Please know, several of us have been there. Let us be there to hold you, to catch you, to love you. Let us listen to your fears, your anger, your sadness.
:::hugs::: You can be happier. You deserve to be happier. Please let me know if you need anything...if you need someone to listen to, I'm there. You can add me on FB or I'll give you my cell number so you can call or text ANYTIME. I don't want you to ever have nobody to turn to.
Re: MayFlowers :)
You're an awesome person and anyone could benefit from you.
May, I have not been on this board much but this that Otterama has been so true to life. 2011 was a hot mess for me and this board was AMAZING!!!
You are in my prayers as I have gotten glimpses of what you are going through right about now. I am praying that God lifts you from this cloud of depression. You are loved dear.
This. T&P for you.
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