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My beta was less than 1.

My wtf appointment is tomorrow.

I'm just sad. It isn't supposed to be this way. I'm young and healthy, as is H. I just don't understand why.

And I don't understand why I was able to get pregnant and able to carry a baby, but can't now. We know I can, but I can't keep pouring my heart and body and bank account into this. It's too much. I'm scared. And angry. And I just don't know why.

Tears and wine will be flowing here tonight.
IUI - BFP! Baby boy born still - August 2012
IVF - BFP - miscarriage June 2013
FET - BFN
FET - BFN
Switched clinics
IVF with PGD - three embryos created, all healthy - July 2014
FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!
Baby Boy born July 2015

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  • I am so sorry, ILRV. It's not fair it fucking sucks. I am so sorry that you have to go through this again. Enjoy your wine and cry as much as you need to. <3
  • I'm so sorry, ILRV.

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    EDD: June 25, 2014
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  • I'm so very sorry... It's not fair at all (((hugs)))

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    T-TTC since Dec 2008. PCOS/nonexistant cycles(anovulation) and endo. HSG in '10 revealed both tubes blocked. Lap surgery in Dec '10 to correct. Failed Clomid/IUI and injectable(Bravelle)/IUI cycles so far.  


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  • I am so sorry, ILRV. It's not fair at all.
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  • I'm so sorry :-(  My heart just breaks for you.  You deserve to have this happen for you and I am frustrated that it's not happening! :-(
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    Clomid+IUI: Cancelled b/c didn't respond (June 2012)
    Femara+Trigger+IUI #1: BFN :-( (July 2013)
    Natural Cycle (8/7/13)- BFP!  Beta #1 (9/10/13): 509 Progesterone: 18.64  Beta #2 (9/12/13): 1118
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  • I'm so sorry ILRV.

    Enjoy your wine tonight, and cry as much as you need to.

    TTC since 1/13  DX:PCOS 5/13 (long, anovulatory cycles)
    Clomid 50mg 9/13 = BFP! EDD 6/7/14 M/C 5w6d Found 11/4/13
    1/14 PCOS / Gluten Free Diet to hopefully regulate my system. 
    Chemical Pregnancy 03/14
    Surprise BFP 6/14, Beta #1: 126 Beta #2: 340  Stick baby, stick! EDD 2/17/15
    Riley Elaine born 2/16/15

    TTC 2.0   6/15 
    Chemical Pregnancy 9/15 
    Chemical Pregnancy 6/16
    BFP 9/16  EDD 6/3/17
    Beta #1: 145 Beta #2: 376 Beta #3: 2,225 Beta #4: 4,548
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  • I'm so sorry. It's incredibly unfair.





    dx:  Unexplained IF (mild MFI)

     TTC since May 2011, 1 year trying, and then 3 TI, 2 IUI = BFN

    IVF #1 (May 2013):  Antagonist Protocol: 
    24R, 18M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 2 early blasts, no frosties = BFN
    IVF #2 (August 2013):  Lupron Stop Protocol: 
    28R, 23M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 1 partially hatched blast, 7 frosties = BFP
    EDD 5/23/14, blighted ovum (6w6d), D&C (8w6d)
    FET #1 (April 2014):  transferred 2 5d blasts = BFP

    C.J. born 01/09/15

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  • I am so sorry. It isn't fair. :-(
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  • I'm really sorry. It shouldn't be this way. It isn't fair. Enjoy as much wine as you need. It's ok to be angry and sad. <3
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    TTC since March 2012; DX: PCOS 4/2013 
    BFP 7/6/2013; EDD 3/6/2014 
    Diagnosed with Pre-E: 2/15/201
    Emergency induction: 2/16/2014
    Baby E born: 2/16/2014 at 12:56pm. 5lb 15oz



  • I want to steal a baby and give it to you.  I also want to give you wine, and all the Klonopin I have in my purse.

    I don't know how you can go to the WTF appointment so soon, you are a stronger person than most.  I was so ragey that it took me weeks to go, and I still wanted to break things. 

    Fuck this.  I am sorry.
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  • I'm so sorry ILRV, that sucks and it shouldn't be happening to you
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  • Ditto what Seahorse said. Enjoy your wine and have that good cry tonight. <3

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  • I think wine is a good idea and you cry as much as you need to. I'm so sorry ILRV, you are right, it shouldn't be this way.
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  • You're right, it shouldn't be this way. I'm so sorry. Enjoy your wine tonight and do whatever you need to do!
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    Cycle 8,9,10 - 50mg Clomid - BFN
    Cycle 11, 100 mg Clomid & IUI#1- BFP 2/23/13 - m/c 4/2/13 @ 9w2d
    Cycle 13, 100 mg Clomid & IUI#2 - BFP 6/27/13 - CP
    Met with an awesome new RE in September 2013 new plan: 5mg Femera & IUI #3
    Surprise Natural BFP 9/9/13 - Welcomed our baby boy 5/25/14

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  • I'm so sorry, ILRV. You have every right to be feeling all those emotions. Do whatever you need to get through them, including letting liberal amounts of wine and salt water flow. Here for you whenever you want or need to vent further.

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    BFP #2: 12/31/13. B/w 12/31: betas >1000, progesterone 13.6; B/w 1/2: betas 3065, progesterone 10.2
    B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
    Progesterone suppositories started 1/2. Please stick, baby!!
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  • I am so so sorry. You so don't deserve this and my heart hurts for you. If send you a whole case of wine if I could.
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    Clomid x4 = BFN
    Femara+Follistim IUIs x 6 = 3 BFN, 2 C/P, 1 early miscarriage
    IVF June 2014- 43 R, 34 M, 24 F, 12 blasts frozen and severe OHSS
    FET September 12, 2014!
    Beta #1 12dp5dt- 724
    Beta #2 14dp5dt- 1631
    Beta #3 20dp5dt- 12,813
    EDD 5/31/15 until OB tells me otherwise. Grow babies grow!

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  • <3 this royally sucks and isn't fair.
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  • Nothing I type is enough for how much I hate this for you. <3
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  • I'm so sorry ILRV! My heart breaks for you. It's so fucking unfair. Drink all the wines. <3
    Married 05/05/2007, Off BCP Dec 2007
    2 failed Clomid cycles in 2011.
    RE in October 2012: IUI # 12&3 with meds:  BFNs 12/12-2/13
    IVF cycle: ER: 9/18/13, Lu came back to snuggle in: 9/23/13, EDD: 6/11/13

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  • Drink up - this sucks.
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    TTC#1 July 2010 PCOS dx April 2011 
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    TTC#2 June 2013 MMC Sept 2013 (partial molar), CP 02/2014 DS2 born: December 5, 2014
  • I'm very sorry ILRV. :(
  • I'm so, so sorry ILRV. :( This is not fair at all. Drink all the wine you need tonight.

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    TTC #1 August 2014. BFP 9/26! EDD 6/9/15
    Baby A born 6/17/2015
  • There really are no words to say how sad and mad this makes me. It's so absolutely unfair. You do not deserve this. <3
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  • I'm so sorry, dear. ((Hugs)) enjoy that wine.
  • I'm so sorry ILRV. It sucks so much. ((hugs))



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  • My heart breaks for you. I'm so sorry. Cry and drink all the wine that you need. Lots of hugs. 
    DX: 6/2012 PCOS  TTC: 6/2013  BFP: 9/6/2013  Attempt Natural m/c: 10/29/2013 D&C: 2/20/2014
    BFP 2: 7/7/2014 Beta 7/8: 115, Beta 7/12: 638, Beta 7/16: 3793, Beta 7/21: 21,625

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  • I am so sorry.
    TTC Since 1/2009
    Dx w/ PCOS IR 8/2009 - On Metformin
    3/2011 - 100mg Clomid + IUI = BFN
    100mg Clomid + TI = Anovulatory
    2/2012 150mg,200mg Clomid + Trigger + IUI + Prog = BFN
    5/2012 = Surprise BFP M/C @ 6 weeks
    5/2013 - Femara, Trigger + IUI + Prog = BFN
    8/2013 - Injects, Trigger + IUI + Prog =BFP M/C @ 6 weeks
    3/2014 - IVF - BFP M/C @ 7weeks 

  • That just fucking sucks. I'm so sorry ILRV
  • Enjoy your wine. I'm so sorry. It really just fucking isn't fair. ((Hugs)) and lots of wine to you.
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    With heavy hearts, we said goodbye to our precious angels on 8/12 at 13 weeks 2 days.
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    IVF #1 Lup/Brav/Meno, ER 11/28 10R/10F, ET "Rudolph" 4AA embryo 12/3, 7 frosties.
    BFP! Betas: 12/12 225, 12/15 706, 12/17 1512. EDD 8.21.15
    12/29 hb 120. 1/5 perfect, GRAD DAY! 1/15 perfect at OB. NT 2/6 PERFECT, HB 158!

    Baby Girl born 8.9.15 at 38.2 due to IUGR 4lb7.8oz 17" 
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  • I'm so so sorry.

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