While this is such a happy ending, I'm so sorry there are women on this board and in the world who didn't get this happy ending. Lots of ((hugs)) and love to those wonderful moms like you.
I am not the only one on this board who has held their baby/babies. I just didn't want one of the others to have the same reaction and felt like it needed a warning.
Obviously I should have known based on the headline and comments.
IUI - BFP! Baby boy born still - August 2012
IVF - BFP - miscarriage June 2013
FET - BFN
FET - BFN
Switched clinics
IVF with PGD - three embryos created, all healthy - July 2014 FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!
I didn't know. I was thinking it was a story of courage and birth after loss or adoption after loss. To me, too soon= too soon. As in before it was viable. Not "early" or "sooner than we expected" It was good of you to put the warning for the others. I'm sad you had to read that without knowing.
Married 05/05/2007, Off BCP Dec 2007
2 failed Clomid cycles in 2011.
RE in October 2012: IUI # 12&3 with meds: BFNs 12/12-2/13
IVF cycle: ER: 9/18/13, Lu came back to snuggle in: 9/23/13, EDD: 6/11/13
WARNING: if you had a baby/babies "born too soon" who didn't get a happy ending, don't watch this.
Holy fuck. My heart just ripped apart and I only got 2 minutes in.
yup I kicked the bed when I watched. Kinda realized it too late. So happy for her but her baby was mere ounces bigger than josh and zoe. I didn't get my happy ending.
Love to you ILRV
Me(27) PCOS, Hypothyroidism & Incompetent Cervix DH(29) Azoospermia
4/11- 12/11 Provera, 3 cycles clomid 50mg, all BFN (HSG-all clear)
Dec 2011 DH S/A shows zero count - dx Azoo
TESE 4/13/12 - Sperm found!! 5 viles frozen
IVF ICSI #1- (Lupron protocol) 5R 2F 2dt- 2DP & 4CF - BFFN
IVF ICSI #2- (Antagonist protocol) Started stims 7/26
ER 8/8 11R 9F 3dt - 9BF & 7BF (+HPT 8dp3dt)beta 1-184 beta 2- 1699 TWINS! EDD 5/1/13
12/9 Joshua David and Zoe Faith born too early at 19w4d due to incompetent cervix
LAP Transabdominal Cerclage - 4/15/13 only possibility of carrying my children to term
IVF ICSI #3.2- (Antagonist Protocol) 7/26 start stims (same day, a year later from J & Z's stim start date!) ER - 8/7 19R 9F 3dt of 2 8BF embryos. (+ HPT 7dp3dt) Beta #1- 82.8 Beta #2- 821 Beta 3-7254
9/11/13 - U/S showed 1 baby HR 135bpm! EDD 4/30/14 Colin born via c/s 4/7/14 (36w5d) 6lbs 14oz - 8 days in the NICU TTC #2 - IVF 4 - July 2015 (Antagonist Protocol) 7/10 start stims 15R 8F 5dt of 1E blast grade BA & 1 blast to freeze!! (+hpt 6dp5dt) beta #1-52 beta #2-62 Beta #3-6.5 - CP FET - 9/18/15 (+hpt 5dp5dt) beta #1 -225.1 beta #2-2468 beta #3-21,352 10/29 - U/S shows 1 bean! HR 151 EDD 6/7/16 It's a BOY! 5/18/16 Jacob born via c/s (37w 1d) 9lbs .8oz 19in - 6 days in the NICU
It's impossible not to be happy for these parents (even though they picked a ridiculous name for their child) and while I can appreciate the hope it gives other parents out there, it's just not reality.
The reality of life with a 25 weeker is often chronic lung disease, sometimes tracheostomy, shunts to drain cerebral spinal fluid, stroke, vision problems, profound learning disabilities, sensory issues, just to name a few. I'd like to see someone make a video based on reality, not just the exception.
I wanted to apologize if posting this caused anyone heartache (and to curse my name). I really didn't mean for that to happen. In hindsight, I should have posted it with a warning.
Married: 10/13/2013
TTC #1: Mirena removed 5/26/2015; DH - normal SA, me - diagnosed with PCOS 8/4/2016 - on Metformin; BFP - 10/29/2016!!!, EDD - 7/8/2017
I wanted to apologize if posting this caused anyone heartache (and to curse my name). I really didn't mean for that to happen. In hindsight, I should have posted it with a warning.
It isn't your fault. The title was pretty obvious. I knew what I was opening, but as soon as the mom started crying while holding her baby for the first time, I lost it. I just didn't realize how emotional it would be. I was already having a sad night and it just gave me ammunition to start the tears.
IUI - BFP! Baby boy born still - August 2012
IVF - BFP - miscarriage June 2013
FET - BFN
FET - BFN
Switched clinics
IVF with PGD - three embryos created, all healthy - July 2014 FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!
Re: One Miraculous Year In The Life Of A Baby Born Too Soon
B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6

"You know you're in love when you don't want to fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." - Dr. SeussThe Rowdy Roberts
Holy fuck. My heart just ripped apart and I only got 2 minutes in.
FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!
B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
Obviously I should have known based on the headline and comments.
FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!
Love to you ILRV
4/11- 12/11 Provera, 3 cycles clomid 50mg, all BFN (HSG-all clear)
Dec 2011 DH S/A shows zero count - dx Azoo
TESE 4/13/12 - Sperm found!! 5 viles frozen
IVF ICSI #1- (Lupron protocol) 5R 2F 2dt- 2DP & 4CF - BFFN
IVF ICSI #2- (Antagonist protocol) Started stims 7/26
ER 8/8 11R 9F 3dt - 9BF & 7BF (+HPT 8dp3dt)beta 1-184 beta 2- 1699 TWINS! EDD 5/1/13
LAP Transabdominal Cerclage - 4/15/13 only possibility of carrying my children to term
IVF ICSI #3.2- (Antagonist Protocol) 7/26 start stims (same day, a year later from J & Z's stim start date!)
ER - 8/7 19R 9F 3dt of 2 8BF embryos. (+ HPT 7dp3dt) Beta #1- 82.8 Beta #2- 821 Beta 3-7254
Colin born via c/s 4/7/14 (36w5d) 6lbs 14oz - 8 days in the NICU
TTC #2 - IVF 4 - July 2015 (Antagonist Protocol) 7/10 start stims
15R 8F 5dt of 1E blast grade BA & 1 blast to freeze!! (+hpt 6dp5dt)
beta #1-52 beta #2-62 Beta #3-6.5 - CP
FET - 9/18/15 (+hpt 5dp5dt) beta #1 -225.1 beta #2-2468 beta #3-21,352
10/29 - U/S shows 1 bean! HR 151 EDD 6/7/16 It's a BOY!
5/18/16 Jacob born via c/s (37w 1d) 9lbs .8oz 19in - 6 days in the NICU
The reality of life with a 25 weeker is often chronic lung disease, sometimes tracheostomy, shunts to drain cerebral spinal fluid, stroke, vision problems, profound learning disabilities, sensory issues, just to name a few. I'd like to see someone make a video based on reality, not just the exception.
Baby E born: 2/16/2014 at 12:56pm. 5lb 15oz
BFP - 10/29/2016!!!, EDD - 7/8/2017
FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!