***update*** My nanny passed away this morning. It's easier for me because I knew it was coming. I am happy that her pain and suffering is over. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.
"I DO NOT love that you think so many things revolve around you. I know you're bitter. I get it. But I'm over your feelings." The best person on the internet ever!
Im so sorry for your loss. Even though you hadtime to prepare your mind its still so sad. Im sorry. ((Hugs))
Me(27) PCOS, Hypothyroidism & Incompetent Cervix DH(29) Azoospermia
4/11- 12/11 Provera, 3 cycles clomid 50mg, all BFN (HSG-all clear)
Dec 2011 DH S/A shows zero count - dx Azoo
TESE 4/13/12 - Sperm found!! 5 viles frozen
IVF ICSI #1- (Lupron protocol) 5R 2F 2dt- 2DP & 4CF - BFFN
IVF ICSI #2- (Antagonist protocol) Started stims 7/26
ER 8/8 11R 9F 3dt - 9BF & 7BF (+HPT 8dp3dt)beta 1-184 beta 2- 1699 TWINS! EDD 5/1/13
12/9 Joshua David and Zoe Faith born too early at 19w4d due to incompetent cervix
LAP Transabdominal Cerclage - 4/15/13 only possibility of carrying my children to term
IVF ICSI #3.2- (Antagonist Protocol) 7/26 start stims (same day, a year later from J & Z's stim start date!) ER - 8/7 19R 9F 3dt of 2 8BF embryos. (+ HPT 7dp3dt) Beta #1- 82.8 Beta #2- 821 Beta 3-7254
9/11/13 - U/S showed 1 baby HR 135bpm! EDD 4/30/14 Colin born via c/s 4/7/14 (36w5d) 6lbs 14oz - 8 days in the NICU TTC #2 - IVF 4 - July 2015 (Antagonist Protocol) 7/10 start stims 15R 8F 5dt of 1E blast grade BA & 1 blast to freeze!! (+hpt 6dp5dt) beta #1-52 beta #2-62 Beta #3-6.5 - CP FET - 9/18/15 (+hpt 5dp5dt) beta #1 -225.1 beta #2-2468 beta #3-21,352 10/29 - U/S shows 1 bean! HR 151 EDD 6/7/16 It's a BOY! 5/18/16 Jacob born via c/s (37w 1d) 9lbs .8oz 19in - 6 days in the NICU
So sorry Blue. Glad she is not suffering anymore though. Thoughts and prayers to your family during this loss<3
♥ my furbabies:) ♥ Me, 25 DH, 27 -Been waiting for DH to be on board for TTC since August 2013... I Will Worship While I'm Waiting♥http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6X71sXagUY
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Baby E born: 2/16/2014 at 12:56pm. 5lb 15oz
Our Little Raspberry-Born 3/27/12
We Said I Do 09/06/09
My nanny passed away this morning. It's easier for me because I knew it was coming. I am happy that her pain and suffering is over. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.
My Ovulation Chart

Married August 2009
3 years. 5 losses.
Our rainbow baby boy born 11.16.15
TTC September 2013 | BFP 11/21/13 | Chart | EDD 8/3/14 | It's a girl!
DD born at 42 weeks 1 day | 8/18/14 5:33am | 8lbs 4oz 20.25in of perfection!
"I DO NOT love that you think so many things revolve around you. I know you're bitter. I get it. But I'm over your feelings." The best person on the internet ever!
FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!
Baby Boy born 5.3.15
B Born 6.27.13
4/11- 12/11 Provera, 3 cycles clomid 50mg, all BFN (HSG-all clear)
Dec 2011 DH S/A shows zero count - dx Azoo
TESE 4/13/12 - Sperm found!! 5 viles frozen
IVF ICSI #1- (Lupron protocol) 5R 2F 2dt- 2DP & 4CF - BFFN
IVF ICSI #2- (Antagonist protocol) Started stims 7/26
ER 8/8 11R 9F 3dt - 9BF & 7BF (+HPT 8dp3dt)beta 1-184 beta 2- 1699 TWINS! EDD 5/1/13
LAP Transabdominal Cerclage - 4/15/13 only possibility of carrying my children to term
IVF ICSI #3.2- (Antagonist Protocol) 7/26 start stims (same day, a year later from J & Z's stim start date!)
ER - 8/7 19R 9F 3dt of 2 8BF embryos. (+ HPT 7dp3dt) Beta #1- 82.8 Beta #2- 821 Beta 3-7254
Colin born via c/s 4/7/14 (36w5d) 6lbs 14oz - 8 days in the NICU
TTC #2 - IVF 4 - July 2015 (Antagonist Protocol) 7/10 start stims
15R 8F 5dt of 1E blast grade BA & 1 blast to freeze!! (+hpt 6dp5dt)
beta #1-52 beta #2-62 Beta #3-6.5 - CP
FET - 9/18/15 (+hpt 5dp5dt) beta #1 -225.1 beta #2-2468 beta #3-21,352
10/29 - U/S shows 1 bean! HR 151 EDD 6/7/16 It's a BOY!
5/18/16 Jacob born via c/s (37w 1d) 9lbs .8oz 19in - 6 days in the NICU
Dx w/ PCOS IR 8/2009 - On Metformin
3/2011 - 100mg Clomid + IUI = BFN
100mg Clomid + TI = Anovulatory
2/2012 150mg,200mg Clomid + Trigger + IUI + Prog = BFN
5/2012 = Surprise BFP M/C @ 6 weeks
5/2013 - Femara, Trigger + IUI + Prog = BFN
Cinnabun and Junebug say, "Go Wildcats!"
TTC since 1/13 DX:PCOS 5/13 (long, anovulatory cycles)

Clomid 50mg 9/13 = BFP! EDD 6/7/14 M/C 5w6d Found 11/4/13
1/14 PCOS / Gluten Free Diet to hopefully regulate my system.
Chemical Pregnancy 03/14
Surprise BFP 6/14, Beta #1: 126 Beta #2: 340 Stick baby, stick! EDD 2/17/15
Riley Elaine born 2/16/15
TTC 2.0 6/15
Chemical Pregnancy 9/15
Chemical Pregnancy 6/16
BFP 9/16 EDD 6/3/17
Beta #1: 145 Beta #2: 376 Beta #3: 2,225 Beta #4: 4,548
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B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
♥ my furbabies:) ♥
Me, 25 DH, 27 -Been waiting for DH to be on board for TTC since August 2013...
I Will Worship While I'm Waiting♥ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6X71sXagUY
~*~Missing my angel baby sister http://www.lisanotes.com/infant-loss/~*~
DX: MFI
Taking a break from being poked and prodded
BFP - 10/29/2016!!!, EDD - 7/8/2017
Team Green to Team Pink! Baby A born
Here comes 2u2! Team Green to Team Blue! Baby L born