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Broke down at work today
My meds for our first IUI arrived last night; I was so excited and already started CBH-ing like crazy.
And then today, just about an hour ago, I get a call from my RE stating that the pathology results came back from my hysteroscopy and D&C and they show complex endometrial hyperplasia w/o atypia. So now all fertility treatments stop completely. I have an appointment with my obgyn next Thursday and my RE said the most likely way to try to treat this is by 3-4 months of strong progesterone treatments and then after that I'll have to have another hysteroscopy and D&C to see if it went away or not.
I know that I should be glad this was found because it can become cancerous if left untreated but I'm just so frustrated because Dh and I have waited so long to even have a chance at getting pregnant and now it's delayed even more.
All I keep thinking is what if the medication the doctor's put me on doesn't work? I keep googling which I know I shouldn't, and I keep seeing the word hysterectomy show up.
I'm feel like I'm failing as a woman and as a wife. I know I'm not and my sweet Dh keeps reassuring me of that but all of the issues we're having are 100% on me and it's just breaking my heart. I went into the bathroom and ugly cried. Then cried when I called Dh. Now all my co workers are asking why my eyes are so red and I just want to cry again each time someone asks.
Re: Broke down at work today
...hello out there!
dx with anovulatory PCOS 2005
off bcp 11/11
a few rounds of clomid and femara... no response.
injectables/IUI 12/12... BFN
Feb 13 IVF cycle converted down to IUI due to low follicle response... BFFN
one last IVF attempt April/May 2013: 19 retrieved. 10 fertilized. 2 transferred in a 3dt. 4 frosties... BFP!!
EDD: 1/21/14... Induced early at 36+6. Our LO was born 12/30/13
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So sorry to hear this Xan. Big hugs to you hun. It's okay to have those moments of breakdown, because sometimes they're just needed in order to get through.
TTC since 1/13 DX:PCOS 5/13 (long, anovulatory cycles)
Clomid 50mg 9/13 = BFP! EDD 6/7/14 M/C 5w6d Found 11/4/13
1/14 PCOS / Gluten Free Diet to hopefully regulate my system.
Chemical Pregnancy 03/14
Surprise BFP 6/14, Beta #1: 126 Beta #2: 340 Stick baby, stick! EDD 2/17/15
Riley Elaine born 2/16/15
TTC 2.0 6/15
Chemical Pregnancy 9/15
Chemical Pregnancy 6/16
BFP 9/16 EDD 6/3/17
Beta #1: 145 Beta #2: 376 Beta #3: 2,225 Beta #4: 4,548
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B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
BFP 2: 7/7/2014 Beta 7/8: 115, Beta 7/12: 638, Beta 7/16: 3793, Beta 7/21: 21,625
08/13: Started TTC - 07/14: PCOS dx
BFP 09/18/15 - Baby S 05/27/16
TTC #1 since July 2012
Cycles 1-9: BFN
Cycle 10: Surprise BFP on 10/17/2013!
EDD: June 25, 2014
Baby Girl born via induction June 26, 2014
My TTC Journey Blog
I think I remember there being some women on the IF and IFV boards on The Bump that were diagnosed with endometrial hyperplasia. When you're ready to talk about it, you might try asking over there to see what their experiences were.
dx: Unexplained IF (mild MFI)
TTC since May 2011, 1 year trying, and then 3 TI, 2 IUI = BFN
IVF #1 (May 2013): Antagonist Protocol:24R, 18M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 2 early blasts, no frosties = BFN
IVF #2 (August 2013): Lupron Stop Protocol:
28R, 23M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 1 partially hatched blast, 7 frosties = BFP
EDD 5/23/14, blighted ovum (6w6d), D&C (8w6d)
FET #1 (April 2014): transferred 2 5d blasts = BFP
C.J. born 01/09/15
FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!
The Rowdy Roberts
~TTC Buddies with akcrrr and amandaf6383~
Natural Cycle (8/7/13)- BFP! Beta #1 (9/10/13): 509 Progesterone: 18.64 Beta #2 (9/12/13): 1118
Baby E born: 2/16/2014 at 12:56pm. 5lb 15oz
Cycle 8,9,10 - 50mg Clomid - BFN
Cinnabun and Junebug say, "Go Wildcats!"
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While I'm still feeling pretty upset about the news I'm trying to think positive because I realized had we not went forward with fertility testing this may not have been found and my RE said that it would most likely turn into cancer within the next year or so if left untreated. So although 3T is breaking my heart it could very well be something that saved my life.
B Born 6.27.13
TTC#2 4/14
A Parachute in an Oak Tree: A World of Love
DE IVF ER - 12/2/2016 (17R/10F = 8 frosties); FET 1.0 (1/27/2017) - BFP 6dp5dt (EDD 10/16/2017)