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Pity Party for One (lr)

I got a faint BFP on Friday (11dpiui) and another Sunday morning. Super faint lines, and Sunday's did not get any darker. I had bloodwork yesterday afternoon and my beta was 10. So another chemical. That makes 3 in 10 months.

Now for my pity party- we will hit our 2 year TTC anniversary next month. I am tired of injections, bloodwork and doctor's appointments, keeping my hopes up, praying, crying and the never ending disappointment. I am tired of hearing about another person getting pregnant after only trying for 2 months. I am tired of seeing my husband's disappointment after I have to tell him that it didn't work- again. And eventhough I am utterly exhausted with 3T, I am determined to continue on with the next steps in our journey.

I will cry today and plan on what I'll be drinking come the weekend. I'm going in for another beta Thursday to ensure it goes to zero. Then starts the consults for IVF.

Do any of you have experience with multiple chemicals and any testing I can ask for? None of my losses have ever been considered clinical pregnancies, so I don't know if any of the RPL testing would be helpful. Also, any advice for IVF is welcome. We'll start stimming at the end of May. Thanks so much, as always.

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Dx PCOS August 2012
Clomid x4 = BFN
Femara+Follistim IUIs x 6 = 3 BFN, 2 C/P, 1 early miscarriage
IVF June 2014- 43 R, 34 M, 24 F, 12 blasts frozen and severe OHSS
FET September 12, 2014!
Beta #1 12dp5dt- 724
Beta #2 14dp5dt- 1631
Beta #3 20dp5dt- 12,813
EDD 5/31/15 until OB tells me otherwise. Grow babies grow!

"I might have to wait. I'll never give up. I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck. 
Wherever you are, whenever it's right, you'll come out of nowhere and into my life." ~ Michael Buble

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  • I am so sorry. :-(

    Cheering on all of my 3T ladies!  DX with PCOS - 11/2012 DH S/A & HSG - Normal - Too many rounds of Clomid = BFNs - New RE 5/2014 - Repeat Testing - Losing 40lbs before injects/IUI



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  • :'( I'm so sorry sweetpotato. I can't even imagine the feelings you are going through right now. Take the time you need to heal through this, and move forward if/when you are ready.  

    As far as the tests that can be ran, our OB shy'd away from the RLP after our 2nd chemical and 1 m/c because he felt it wouldn't give us many answers.  But I'm not going to say that's the proper route to go.  I would definitely ask your RE about the RLP, and get his/her opinion on it.  It may give you some answers, or it may just confirm that there's nothing wrong.  But if you will wonder what the test would come back with, then I would push to have it done.

    TTC since 1/13  DX:PCOS 5/13 (long, anovulatory cycles)
    Clomid 50mg 9/13 = BFP! EDD 6/7/14 M/C 5w6d Found 11/4/13
    1/14 PCOS / Gluten Free Diet to hopefully regulate my system. 
    Chemical Pregnancy 03/14
    Surprise BFP 6/14, Beta #1: 126 Beta #2: 340  Stick baby, stick! EDD 2/17/15
    Riley Elaine born 2/16/15

    TTC 2.0   6/15 
    Chemical Pregnancy 9/15 
    Chemical Pregnancy 6/16
    BFP 9/16  EDD 6/3/17
    Beta #1: 145 Beta #2: 376 Beta #3: 2,225 Beta #4: 4,548
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  • I'm so sorry.





    dx:  Unexplained IF (mild MFI)

     TTC since May 2011, 1 year trying, and then 3 TI, 2 IUI = BFN

    IVF #1 (May 2013):  Antagonist Protocol: 
    24R, 18M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 2 early blasts, no frosties = BFN
    IVF #2 (August 2013):  Lupron Stop Protocol: 
    28R, 23M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 1 partially hatched blast, 7 frosties = BFP
    EDD 5/23/14, blighted ovum (6w6d), D&C (8w6d)
    FET #1 (April 2014):  transferred 2 5d blasts = BFP

    C.J. born 01/09/15

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  • I'm so sorry :(

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    dx with anovulatory PCOS 2005
    off bcp 11/11
    a few rounds of clomid and femara... no response.
    injectables/IUI 12/12... BFN
    Feb 13 IVF cycle converted down to IUI due to low follicle response... BFFN
    one last IVF attempt April/May 2013: 19 retrieved. 10 fertilized. 2 transferred in a 3dt. 4 frosties... BFP!!
    EDD: 1/21/14... Induced early at 36+6. Our LO was born 12/30/13
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  • ugh i'm really really sorry:(
  • I'm so sorry.
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  • I'm so sorry. ((hugs))
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    TTC 24 months, IUI #3 BFP 6/4/14 Beta 6/5 58, 6/9 508, 6/11 1227 TWINS! EDD 2/15/15
    With heavy hearts, we said goodbye to our precious angels on 8/12 at 13 weeks 2 days.
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    IVF #1 Lup/Brav/Meno, ER 11/28 10R/10F, ET "Rudolph" 4AA embryo 12/3, 7 frosties.
    BFP! Betas: 12/12 225, 12/15 706, 12/17 1512. EDD 8.21.15
    12/29 hb 120. 1/5 perfect, GRAD DAY! 1/15 perfect at OB. NT 2/6 PERFECT, HB 158!

    Baby Girl born 8.9.15 at 38.2 due to IUGR 4lb7.8oz 17" 
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  • I am so sorry you are going through this :-(
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    TTC since June 2011 dx: PCOS
    Clomid+IUI: Cancelled b/c didn't respond (June 2012)
    Femara+Trigger+IUI #1: BFN :-( (July 2013)
    Natural Cycle (8/7/13)- BFP!  Beta #1 (9/10/13): 509 Progesterone: 18.64  Beta #2 (9/12/13): 1118
    Baby N born 5/9/14
  • I don't have any advice, but I wanted to say that I'm sorry for your loss :(
    Take care of yourself <3
  • I wish I had advice to give you, but I don't. I am so sorry for your lots. Lots of hugs and you will be in my thoughts and prayers. 
    DX: 6/2012 PCOS  TTC: 6/2013  BFP: 9/6/2013  Attempt Natural m/c: 10/29/2013 D&C: 2/20/2014
    BFP 2: 7/7/2014 Beta 7/8: 115, Beta 7/12: 638, Beta 7/16: 3793, Beta 7/21: 21,625

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  • I am so incredibly sorry :(  
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  • I am so so sorry!!

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  • Oh I'm so sorry.
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  • I'm so sorry. This sucks.
    TTC #1 since Feb. '12. dx: "unexplained" IF
    After 2 shitty IVF cycles and 1 loss at 6+2 (EDD 11/7/14), DH and I are pursuing DIA.
    11/17/2014 - ACTIVE AND WAITING!
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  • I'm so sorry sweetpotato :(
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    TTC#1 July 2010 PCOS dx April 2011 
    DS born: February 21, 2012

    TTC#2 June 2013 MMC Sept 2013 (partial molar), CP 02/2014 DS2 born: December 5, 2014
  • I'm so sorry. I have no advice, just hugs :-(

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           Me: All Normal DH: .5% Morph
    Cycles 1-14 (Natural) all BFN
                                  Starting IUI#1 procedures Nov '13
                          IUI Cxl'd due to surprise natural BFP 11/1/13
            Calvin born on June 19th, 2014 via emergency c-section at 3lbs7oz
         
  • No advice here, but I'm really sorry you're going through this. Be kind to yourself...
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  • Oh sweetpotato, I'm so sorry. :( This is such a shitty place to be and I hate you're there. ((hugs))
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    BFP #1: 11/9/13; spontaneous m/c at 6w2d, 11/25/13
    BFP #2: 12/31/13. B/w 12/31: betas >1000, progesterone 13.6; B/w 1/2: betas 3065, progesterone 10.2
    B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
    Progesterone suppositories started 1/2. Please stick, baby!!
    Fiona Elise born 9/9/14 - welcome beautiful girl!
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    I'm so sorry, sweetpotato. I have no advice, but best of luck moving forward with IVF.

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  • I'm so sorry :(



    Me: PCOS and Hypothyroidism.
    Currently on Metformin and Synthroid
    BFP: 10.7.14
    EDD: 6.15.15

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  • I'm so sorry. :(

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    TTC #1 August 2014. BFP 9/26! EDD 6/9/15
    Baby A born 6/17/2015
  • I'm so sorry sweetpotato!
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    February 2013: IUI #1 = BFN 
    October 2013: We made the decision to stop TTC and live without children.

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  • I'm so sorry. :(

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  • I'm really sorry you're going through this. I wouldn't feel comfortable moving forward without at least discussing your losses with your RE.

    I found this post really helpful after my second loss. Your RE might tell your RPL testing might not be necessary but you can push for it if it's something you want.
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    TTC since August 2011
    Cycle 8,9,10 - 50mg Clomid - BFN
    Cycle 11, 100 mg Clomid & IUI#1- BFP 2/23/13 - m/c 4/2/13 @ 9w2d
    Cycle 13, 100 mg Clomid & IUI#2 - BFP 6/27/13 - CP
    Met with an awesome new RE in September 2013 new plan: 5mg Femera & IUI #3
    Surprise Natural BFP 9/9/13 - Welcomed our baby boy 5/25/14

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  • ecinereb said:

    I'm really sorry you're going through this. I wouldn't feel comfortable moving forward without at least discussing your losses with your RE.


    I found this post really helpful after my second loss. Your RE might tell your RPL testing might not be necessary but you can push for it if it's something you want.
    Thanks, @ecinereb! Very helpful link. We are planning to go to the RE next week and start testing. This link was helpful to know where to start!

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    Dx PCOS August 2012
    Clomid x4 = BFN
    Femara+Follistim IUIs x 6 = 3 BFN, 2 C/P, 1 early miscarriage
    IVF June 2014- 43 R, 34 M, 24 F, 12 blasts frozen and severe OHSS
    FET September 12, 2014!
    Beta #1 12dp5dt- 724
    Beta #2 14dp5dt- 1631
    Beta #3 20dp5dt- 12,813
    EDD 5/31/15 until OB tells me otherwise. Grow babies grow!

    "I might have to wait. I'll never give up. I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck. 
    Wherever you are, whenever it's right, you'll come out of nowhere and into my life." ~ Michael Buble

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  • So sorry SweetPotato... Last month was our 2 year mark for TTC, and I feel 100% the same as you. No advice to add, but I wish you all the best in your upcoming IVF journey! 


    TTC since 3/2012 
    DH - 36; nml swimmers; Me - 36; almost no AMH (last 0.081), low AFC, nml FSH/LH
    Clomid + IUI #1 (6/2013) - BFN; #2 (7/2013) - BFFN
    IVF 1.0 5R/5F/2T (ET 6/11/2014) - no frosties, but BFP 8dp5dt (EDD 3/1/2015) 
    Lost our sweet baby boy, Lincoln Alexander 10/3/2014 (19w)
    IVF 2.0 - ER 3/25/2015 - 3R ZERO mature.
    Ovaries are done...
    DE IVF ER - 12/2/2016 (17R/10F = 8 frosties); FET 1.0 (1/27/2017) - BFP 6dp5dt (EDD 10/16/2017)
  • So sorry about this; I hope you find information that helps.
    Married 2011.
    Baby Boy 2015.
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