QOTW: I worry that people don't think I belong here (I am not looking for sympathy) because I'm not really TTC anymore and don't plan on starting again.
I worry about that, too, but I figure that people will just start being mean to me to make me leave. ;-)
dx: Unexplained IF (mild MFI)
TTC since May 2011, 1 year trying, and then 3
TI, 2 IUI = BFN
@futuremrswright2012 my RE said they start testing on CD3 for my iui #1. So I have to wait. For now we are trying naturally.
TTC 19 months ~Started RE in March 2014~ DH was not ready for IUI so we waited ~Started acupuncture in May 2014~ ~~BFP 7/6/14~~~EDD 3/14/15~~It's a girl!!~~
QOTW: I was married once before to an awful human being, and we had actually tried 2 cycles of IUI, which THANK GOD, were not successful. He had actually threatened to leave me if I wasn't pregnant by the end of the year that I ended up leaving his sorry ass (among may other terrible things that he did/was responsible for).
Holy shit! That is another heavy thing. I'm so glad you left his ass and found someone awesome.
Leaving him was literally the best life-saving decision of my life. Sorry to be so heavy! I'm very happily (and healthily) married now.
TTC since 3/2012
DH - 36; nml swimmers; Me - 36; almost no AMH (last 0.081), low AFC, nml FSH/LH
QOTW: I worry that people don't think I belong here (I am not looking for sympathy) because I'm not really TTC anymore and don't plan on starting again.
I worry about that, too, but I figure that people will just start being mean to me to make me leave. ;-)
QOTW: I worry that people don't think I belong here (I am not looking for sympathy) because I'm not really TTC anymore and don't plan on starting again.
I worry about that, too, but I figure that people will just start being mean to me to make me leave. ;-)
Pshaawww...you two...NEVER!!! I'm a secret stalker of y'all's stories.
Married: 10/13/2013
TTC #1: Mirena removed 5/26/2015; DH - normal SA, me - diagnosed with PCOS 8/4/2016 - on Metformin; BFP - 10/29/2016!!!, EDD - 7/8/2017
QOTW: I worry that people don't think I belong here (I am not looking for sympathy) because I'm not really TTC anymore and don't plan on starting again.
I worry about that, too, but I figure that people will just start being mean to me to make me leave. ;-)
Pshaawww...you two...NEVER!!! I'm a secret stalker of y'all's stories.
I kind of am, too. ">
TTC since July 2012
BFP #1: 11/9/13; spontaneous m/c at 6w2d, 11/25/13
We are still taking a break from all things baby related while we finish up purchasing our new home (yay!!!) and move/get settled in.
We are actually looking more into international adoption. There is a particular country that we are interested in and we would likely qualify once DH turns 30 next year. We are going to get settled into our new place and then evaluate.
QOTW: I used to struggle with an eating disorder. I am healthy now and have a very good relationship with food. However, I am naturally thin and sometimes self-conscience about my weight b/c I worry people will think I still have a food problem. Sometimes people comment with things like "I can hardly see you" and it really hurts. I've even had it suggested it to me that my thinness is the reason for my losses. Ouch.
@flamingo86 - ((hugs)) I am so excited about your new house! I think I may know the country you are interested in as we were for a bit before we started doing more research. DH read about DIA, so we are fully there now. I am so sorry about people and their nasty comments. You've been through so much, and the last thing you need is that. I give you permission to punch them in the throat.
TTC #1 since Feb. '12. dx: "unexplained" IF
After 2 shitty IVF cycles and 1 loss at 6+2 (EDD 11/7/14), DH and I are pursuing DIA.
11/17/2014 - ACTIVE AND WAITING!
Pregnancy was never the end goal; being a mom was.
I've been holding out on GP: I got drunk once and started a blog: Here it is (11/7 update)
Re: 3T Check In
dx: Unexplained IF (mild MFI)
TTC since May 2011, 1 year trying, and then 3 TI, 2 IUI = BFN
IVF #1 (May 2013): Antagonist Protocol:24R, 18M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 2 early blasts, no frosties = BFN
IVF #2 (August 2013): Lupron Stop Protocol:
28R, 23M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 1 partially hatched blast, 7 frosties = BFP
EDD 5/23/14, blighted ovum (6w6d), D&C (8w6d)
FET #1 (April 2014): transferred 2 5d blasts = BFP
C.J. born 01/09/15
TTC 19 months ~Started RE in March 2014~
DH was not ready for IUI so we waited
~Started acupuncture in May 2014~
~~BFP 7/6/14~~~EDD 3/14/15~~It's a girl!!~~
Bummer! Well, FX that things work out this cycle and you don't even need that IUI!
DE IVF ER - 12/2/2016 (17R/10F = 8 frosties); FET 1.0 (1/27/2017) - BFP 6dp5dt (EDD 10/16/2017)
Leaving him was literally the best life-saving decision of my life. Sorry to be so heavy! I'm very happily (and healthily) married now.
DE IVF ER - 12/2/2016 (17R/10F = 8 frosties); FET 1.0 (1/27/2017) - BFP 6dp5dt (EDD 10/16/2017)
B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
Baby Boy born 5.3.15
BFP - 10/29/2016!!!, EDD - 7/8/2017
B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
Baby E born: 2/16/2014 at 12:56pm. 5lb 15oz
TTC since 1/13 DX:PCOS 5/13 (long, anovulatory cycles)
Clomid 50mg 9/13 = BFP! EDD 6/7/14 M/C 5w6d Found 11/4/13
1/14 PCOS / Gluten Free Diet to hopefully regulate my system.
Chemical Pregnancy 03/14
Surprise BFP 6/14, Beta #1: 126 Beta #2: 340 Stick baby, stick! EDD 2/17/15
Riley Elaine born 2/16/15
TTC 2.0 6/15
Chemical Pregnancy 9/15
Chemical Pregnancy 6/16
BFP 9/16 EDD 6/3/17
Beta #1: 145 Beta #2: 376 Beta #3: 2,225 Beta #4: 4,548
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Married August 2009
3 years. 5 losses.
Our rainbow baby boy born 11.16.15
We are actually looking more into international adoption. There is a particular country that we are interested in and we would likely qualify once DH turns 30 next year. We are going to get settled into our new place and then evaluate.
QOTW: I used to struggle with an eating disorder. I am healthy now and have a very good relationship with food. However, I am naturally thin and sometimes self-conscience about my weight b/c I worry people will think I still have a food problem. Sometimes people comment with things like "I can hardly see you" and it really hurts. I've even had it suggested it to me that my thinness is the reason for my losses. Ouch.
Married August 2009
3 years. 5 losses.
Our rainbow baby boy born 11.16.15
1) YAY on the house! I'm so glad you guys have your home and can get settled in and start pursuing your adoption journey again.
B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
I am so excited about your new house! I think I may know the country you are interested in as we were for a bit before we started doing more research. DH read about DIA, so we are fully there now.
I am so sorry about people and their nasty comments. You've been through so much, and the last thing you need is that. I give you permission to punch them in the throat.