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Our tech team has launched updates to The Nest today. As a result of these updates, members of the Nest Community will need to change their password in order to continue participating in the community. In addition, The Nest community member's avatars will be replaced with generic default avatars. If you wish to revert to your original avatar, you will need to re-upload it via The Nest.
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Will you have me back? (LR)
Hi Ladies,
I apologize that this is long and emotional but I need to vent. I hope you don't mind.
Our angel baby went to heaven on Saturday morning at 7w5d. I started spotting Thursday night and was in the ER until Friday morning at 3am. Had an U/S and saw a perfect baby measuring exactly right with a hr of 148bpm. Cervix was closed and was told everything was fine. Spotting went from brown to red on Friday during the day and by Friday night I was cramping bad enough that DH was concerned. Called the OB and they said just to lay low, that if everything looked fine, then not to worry. Saturday morning it became very heavy and I just knew. Getting that repeat u/s was something that I would never wish on anyone. Hearing those words. I just can't explain the pain. Physically and emotionally I am just spent.
DH and my family have been so supportive. DH and I are trying to understand but these last 3 months are really pushing us to our edge. We buried my FIL on Feb 28 after a 4 month battle with metastatic breast cancer (he was only 56) and got our BFP on Mar 28. We thought it was our turning point. We were lucky and got our BFP on the first try so I thought our luck had to be changing. We lost what was to be our first home on closing day (Apr 3) and have had random bad luck instances in between like cars breaking down and such and obviously now this. We're just spent.
I'm ready for a fresh start. I'm ready for the pain and bad luck to stop and the home buying and TTC to start over. I don't know how much more bad we can take. T&P would be greatly appreciated.
I apologize that this is long and emotional but I need to vent. I hope you don't mind.
Our angel baby went to heaven on Saturday morning at 7w5d. I started spotting Thursday night and was in the ER until Friday morning at 3am. Had an U/S and saw a perfect baby measuring exactly right with a hr of 148bpm. Cervix was closed and was told everything was fine. Spotting went from brown to red on Friday during the day and by Friday night I was cramping bad enough that DH was concerned. Called the OB and they said just to lay low, that if everything looked fine, then not to worry. Saturday morning it became very heavy and I just knew. Getting that repeat u/s was something that I would never wish on anyone. Hearing those words. I just can't explain the pain. Physically and emotionally I am just spent.
DH and my family have been so supportive. DH and I are trying to understand but these last 3 months are really pushing us to our edge. We buried my FIL on Feb 28 after a 4 month battle with metastatic breast cancer (he was only 56) and got our BFP on Mar 28. We thought it was our turning point. We were lucky and got our BFP on the first try so I thought our luck had to be changing. We lost what was to be our first home on closing day (Apr 3) and have had random bad luck instances in between like cars breaking down and such and obviously now this. We're just spent.
I'm ready for a fresh start. I'm ready for the pain and bad luck to stop and the home buying and TTC to start over. I don't know how much more bad we can take. T&P would be greatly appreciated.
Re: Will you have me back? (LR)
"I DO NOT love that you think so many things revolve around you. I know you're bitter. I get it. But I'm over your feelings." The best person on the internet ever!
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BFP 2: 7/7/2014 Beta 7/8: 115, Beta 7/12: 638, Beta 7/16: 3793, Beta 7/21: 21,625
TTC#2 4/14
A Parachute in an Oak Tree: A World of Love
"You know you're in love when you don't want to fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." - Dr. Seussdx: Unexplained IF (mild MFI)
TTC since May 2011, 1 year trying, and then 3 TI, 2 IUI = BFN
IVF #1 (May 2013): Antagonist Protocol:24R, 18M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 2 early blasts, no frosties = BFN
IVF #2 (August 2013): Lupron Stop Protocol:
28R, 23M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 1 partially hatched blast, 7 frosties = BFP
EDD 5/23/14, blighted ovum (6w6d), D&C (8w6d)
FET #1 (April 2014): transferred 2 5d blasts = BFP
C.J. born 01/09/15
DE IVF ER - 12/2/2016 (17R/10F = 8 frosties); FET 1.0 (1/27/2017) - BFP 6dp5dt (EDD 10/16/2017)
BFP - 10/29/2016!!!, EDD - 7/8/2017
Cinnabun and Junebug say, "Go Wildcats!"
my read shelf:
Getting fit for IVF!
TTC since 1/13 DX:PCOS 5/13 (long, anovulatory cycles)
Clomid 50mg 9/13 = BFP! EDD 6/7/14 M/C 5w6d Found 11/4/13
1/14 PCOS / Gluten Free Diet to hopefully regulate my system.
Chemical Pregnancy 03/14
Surprise BFP 6/14, Beta #1: 126 Beta #2: 340 Stick baby, stick! EDD 2/17/15
Riley Elaine born 2/16/15
TTC 2.0 6/15
Chemical Pregnancy 9/15
Chemical Pregnancy 6/16
BFP 9/16 EDD 6/3/17
Beta #1: 145 Beta #2: 376 Beta #3: 2,225 Beta #4: 4,548
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Much love to you. I hope you can find peace.
Married August 2009
3 years. 5 losses.
Our rainbow baby boy born 11.16.15
When you've been married this long, you need a ticker to remind you.
Baby Boy M - 08/01/2013
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TTC Since January 2011 - We have bad sperm~TTC Buddies with akcrrr and amandaf6383~
Natural Cycle (8/7/13)- BFP! Beta #1 (9/10/13): 509 Progesterone: 18.64 Beta #2 (9/12/13): 1118