Hi everyone..just wanted to give you all a quick update on me...
Things have been crazy lately... Some days have been great while others I barely have the strength to get out of bed... DH and I are seperated... Im living at my moms now even though all my stuff is still at the apt... But that will be changing in a few weeks...just need to get $$$ together to rent a truck to move everything Im taking out and get ppl to give me a hand moving it all..
I have been doing a little better since my dads passing..its not easy... I still cry almost every night before I go to sleep.. I just miss him sooooooo much.. Friday is going to be hard.. It will be the first time I have been back to the cemetery since his funneral but I have to go Friday. Friday is his birthday.
Things with Dan are weird... one minute he is nice...the next he is a total a$$. I dont know what the future holds for us but all I know is I am scared to death to go through it alone
but I have no choice for now.
Hope everyone else is enjoying their summer... I know Im not ![]()
Re: Update on me...
Just remember that your father will never really leave your side even if you can't talk to him anymore. You will never ben alone as long as you remember him.
Just try to take everything one day at a time.