since we've been having such a good track record for friday flame free confessions.... 
Whatcha got today to confess??
I've been doing really good about not eating out, eating well & especially not eating any fast food for the last couple of months but today I'm going out and getting fast food, that's all there is too it. I'm in an especially crappy mood today, PMS'ing & having a pity party. This is my solution (since I can't drink at work).
My Chart
TTC since Sept 2009
Cycle#9-Natural BFP 7/9/2010 ~ m/c 7/31/2010 ~ 8/31/10 beta 0.
Nov/Dec 2011, started seeing RE. HSG-all clear! SA is good! DX = unexplained IF.
Cycle#25-50mg clomid, IUI#1 = BFP 12/24/11 ~ m/c 1/5/12 ~ 2/21/12 beta level finally 0.
Cycle#28- 100mg clomid + Ovidrel + IUI#2 = BFN
Cycle#29- Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI#3 = BFP 5/8/12 ~ betas dropped 5/17/12 ~ Cytotec(fail) D&C (fail) & then a methotrexate shot to get things going ~ 6/28/12 Beta FINALLY 0.
RPL tests reveal MTHFR mutation(1copy)-adding Folgard & BA and moving forward.
Cycle#32-Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI#4 = BFP!
Beta#1 8/21/12: 11, Beta#2 8/23: 71, Beta#3 8/25:174
9/4-seen sac/yolk, 9/7-9/12 hospitalized for a ruptured cyst causing massive internal bleeding.
9/11-seen HB!! 9/18- no HB, 9/21/12-D&C. Fetal tissue testing revealed a healthy boy. Now getting more tests to try to figure out this mystery

Re: FFFC
DH & I got into a completely stupid argument lastnight & I'm still very pissed about it. I want to smack some sense into him.. literally. It's even more irritating that he is acting like he is the one mad at me.
I really don't want to take Luna to the vet to get her shots today because for 1: I really don't like it there (I plan on switching to Alyssa's) & 2: I know shes going to cry & whimper like she did last time & I feel terrible since she just got over the whole stomach thing.
I confess that I am thinking of several things to post about, but won't because I'm tired of people getting all bent out of shape about my personal thoughts. It's not a personal attack on you. Get. Over. It.
DH's job has really been making me mad. He hasn't gotten home until after 7pm every single night, and it will be like this for a while. I'm happy he has a job, but it just hurts to see Gabriel cling to DH every night and morning because he misses him.
BFP#2: 8/14/11 M/C 8/30/11 6w1d
BFP #3: 10/26/11
Beta #1 @11dpo: 22 Beta #2 @13dpo: 90 Beta #3 @17dpo: 480
Missed m/c 12w3d 12/28/11, d&c 12/30/11
dx Homozygous C677T MTHFR
Amen sister!
I'm annoyed with people telling me it's time to have babies.
I can't stand when I click on links and they open in the same window. I usually right click to open in a new tab, but sometimes I forget.
I confess that last night's "where do we draw the financial line" regarding Gaia makes me sick to my stomach.
I also confess that I'm nosy and want to know these unspoken confessions from others.
10 Years Later
This is awesome.
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Any time I mention that DH needs to be prepared to drive home from a party because I plan to drink, his face lights up because he thinks that means he's getting some that night, lol. Really the two decisions are independent of one another.
I confess that DH & I have been having problems in our marriage lately & its all I can think about. We are trying to work on it, and most days we are fine, but Im can't get over what happened & that is affecting it.
Wow, it feels a little good to be able to say that
*hugs* I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a rough time.
::hugs:: I hope everything works out for you guys & you get thru this rough patch.
My Chart
TTC since Sept 2009
Cycle#9-Natural BFP 7/9/2010 ~ m/c 7/31/2010 ~ 8/31/10 beta 0.
Nov/Dec 2011, started seeing RE. HSG-all clear! SA is good! DX = unexplained IF.
Cycle#25-50mg clomid, IUI#1 = BFP 12/24/11 ~ m/c 1/5/12 ~ 2/21/12 beta level finally 0.
Cycle#28- 100mg clomid + Ovidrel + IUI#2 = BFN
Cycle#29- Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI#3 = BFP 5/8/12 ~ betas dropped 5/17/12 ~ Cytotec(fail) D&C (fail) & then a methotrexate shot to get things going ~ 6/28/12 Beta FINALLY 0.
RPL tests reveal MTHFR mutation(1copy)-adding Folgard & BA and moving forward.
Cycle#32-Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI#4 = BFP!
Beta#1 8/21/12: 11, Beta#2 8/23: 71, Beta#3 8/25:174
9/4-seen sac/yolk, 9/7-9/12 hospitalized for a ruptured cyst causing massive internal bleeding.
9/11-seen HB!! 9/18- no HB, 9/21/12-D&C. Fetal tissue testing revealed a healthy boy. Now getting more tests to try to figure out this mystery
*I'm tired of my next door neighbor. She thinks because we bought a camper, that she and her family can 'borrow' it anytime we aren't using it. She also told her parents that when they all go camping this year, they get to take OUR camper and her parents are going to be the ones sleeping in it. I don't think so! DH was not happy to hear this at all!
*DH's cousin asked me to help plan her daughter's grad party. Within 2 days of us talking, she called and was getting really worried about caterers because it was so close to the grad party. She basically took over and I was left with nothing to do. I don't understand people sometimes.
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I'm so sorry sweetie
If you ever need to talk/vent we are all here for you. Praying it all works out!
BFP#2: 8/14/11 M/C 8/30/11 6w1d
BFP #3: 10/26/11
Beta #1 @11dpo: 22 Beta #2 @13dpo: 90 Beta #3 @17dpo: 480
Missed m/c 12w3d 12/28/11, d&c 12/30/11
dx Homozygous C677T MTHFR
Thank you, I really appreciate it!. Some days I feel like I need to talk it out but I feel so embarassed by it all so I dont. It sucks but Im trying to make the best of it
I thought of a new one on my way to the bathroom for literally the FIFTH time this morning....
I have caught myself thinking about how convenient it would be to have a colostomy bag. Sometimes stopping what I'm doing to go to the bathroom is so freaking annoying! Especially when I drink a big coffee and literally have to pee every 5 minutes. And we're not talking about a tiny bit of pee, it's like, "dang, that was a lot of liquid went through me in the past 3 hours!!" lol. I realize that this is totally ridiculous.
Also, I confess that I googled colostomy bag to make sure it was the thing I was thinking of and that I'd spelled it correctly.
We are here to listen. I am so sorry you are going through this!
This! I'm sorry bubba.
My FFC is my mom is driving me nuts. She watches DD during the week and every single time she has a cough or sniffle, my mom thinks I need to leave work and take her in to urgent care or the dr's. I understand she is just worried but she is known to be a hypochondriac, so most of the time she exaggerates every thing to make it sound worse. Then she makes me sound like a bad mom. I know my freakin kid. I can tell by her behavior when something is seriously wrong or if she is really sick and needs to be seen.
So sorry!!
10 Years Later
If it is what I think it is - don't be embarrassed. This happened to me with my ex and I was embarrassed by it as well. Until I realized it was him who should be and not me. I'm not saying you should tell everyone if you don't want to but I know letting it out and getting the whole story out there helped me heal and feel better.
Holding it in sucks too
Whatever happened, I'm sure it's nothing you did. Have you considered counseling? It may help to get a third party who is not taking sides involved to work through the issues. GL!
BFP#2: 8/14/11 M/C 8/30/11 6w1d
BFP #3: 10/26/11
Beta #1 @11dpo: 22 Beta #2 @13dpo: 90 Beta #3 @17dpo: 480
Missed m/c 12w3d 12/28/11, d&c 12/30/11
dx Homozygous C677T MTHFR
Ditto! I'm sorry you are going through a rough patch. I hope it works out!
My confession is that my neighbor sucks.big.balls! He filled up the sewer in the backyard with pebbles and dirt, and our back yard floods. I called the city on the loser and they said they will fine him and charge him for what he did. I assume he knows its me, since I already told him that his dogs (beagles) drive me NUTS.
I confess that when he lets his dogs bark nonstop, I blow an airhorn to piss him off and annoy him.
Oh and MIL is in the hospital, and I think she is trying to get DH to feel bad for her. She's working it from all angles and he's still not budging. I'm so proud!
I'm so sorry to hear *hugs*
I'm sorry you are dealing with this.
I hope things get better soon.
I confess that my brother has written me three letters from basic training and I havent written him back. I feel horrible but I dont really have anything to talk about, my life is pretty boring lately with the weather being crappy and us being sick we havent been up to much.
The baby name we are leaning towards starts with a E our last name starts with a Z, I confess that even though her initials would be EZ I'm still considering the name. I'm not sure if that is flamefull or not but I kinda feel a little bit horrible for even considering it being that kids are so awful these days.
Mommy's little helper
I confess that my SIL is pregnant and I am praying they have a boy because I do not want to share any of my girls clothes with her. She gave me some of hers when she found out I was having a girl and they were completely trashed, stains everywhere and not my style. I don't want her ruining all of my nice stuff.