So, I had a little spotting yesterday,so I called the doctor. I had an u/s. There was no longer a heartbeat and it measured smaller than it should. The baby didn't make it. I should have been almost 10 weeks.
Behind the placenta, was a large blood clot. The spotting I was seeing was just part of it. The rest of the blood (where ever it was coming from), was pooling up in my uterus. She thinks the clot got too big and ripped the placenta off.
My presciption is currently being filled that will help me miscarry, since my cervix is still closed and my body hasn't done anything yet. She said it will cause terrible cramping and tons of bleeding, but she included a prescription for pain medicine.
I am devastated and can't stop crying. Somewhere in my heart, I knew this was going to happen. I even told the dr before the u/s that I had a very bad feeling. So yeah, it's over.
Re: It's over
Dx: Hashimoto's Hypothyroidism After 2 years TTC & failed IUs,we have our IVF baby born 9/24/11
LO#2 aka 'Miracle Baby' Orig. EDD= 9/28 EDD moved to 10/3/13
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." -- Dale Carnegie
"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." --Thomas A. Edison
Stand up for something you believe in.
I'm so, so, so sorry my dear friend. I will be praying for you and Floyd and Weston. I am here for you, whatever you need.
updated 10.03.12
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((hugs)) I'm so so sorry, Kelly. Take good care of yourself, and definitely take the pain medication if/when you need it.
I'm always here if you want to talk about it.
Congrats to both my TTC buddies, Amberley18 and sb2006 on their beautiful babies!
My heart aches for you. Take care of yourself and know we are all sending healing vibes your way.
Hugs,
Jessica
My heart sank just reading the post title. I'm so very sorry. Take care of yourself. You'll definitely be in my prayers.
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