Starting Over
Dear Community,
Our tech team has launched updates to The Nest today. As a result of these updates, members of the Nest Community will need to change their password in order to continue participating in the community. In addition, The Nest community member's avatars will be replaced with generic default avatars. If you wish to revert to your original avatar, you will need to re-upload it via The Nest.
If you have questions about this, please email help@theknot.com.
Thank you.
Note: This only affects The Nest's community members and will not affect members on The Bump or The Knot.
Our tech team has launched updates to The Nest today. As a result of these updates, members of the Nest Community will need to change their password in order to continue participating in the community. In addition, The Nest community member's avatars will be replaced with generic default avatars. If you wish to revert to your original avatar, you will need to re-upload it via The Nest.
If you have questions about this, please email help@theknot.com.
Thank you.
Note: This only affects The Nest's community members and will not affect members on The Bump or The Knot.
Re: AW - BF is being sneaky...
In case you are still reading, just stepping in to say that in inpatient, you can't isolate yourself, so if that is what is holding you back from doing it, don't let it. I've been inpatient and it is the total opposite of isolation. Yes, you are pulled out of the stresses of your everyday life but this is a totally good thing because then you are put into classes, therapy sessions, activities that help you start doing the real working and focussing on you.
Based on what you are saying here, when you are alone is when the bad thoughts come. So you are trying to fill that void with your bf and the prospect of an engagement- anything to try to make you feel a glimmer of happy amongst all the black. I know, I've been there- I am a cutter too. But filling the void and trying to block the pain with someone else is never going to work and you will end up with divorce #2 in the future.
Suck it up and go inpatient, that is really your only hope (sorry to say). I left my job in the middle of the day to be admitted because I was that bad. Your life is more important than anything else.