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Our tech team has launched updates to The Nest today. As a result of these updates, members of the Nest Community will need to change their password in order to continue participating in the community. In addition, The Nest community member's avatars will be replaced with generic default avatars. If you wish to revert to your original avatar, you will need to re-upload it via The Nest.
If you have questions about this, please email help@theknot.com.
Thank you.
Note: This only affects The Nest's community members and will not affect members on The Bump or The Knot.
Re: FFFC
Oh no, now you've gone and done it. I have morning text rules and morning texting =/= FWB!
I need to stop spending money on cute lingerie and/or bras/panties but I cannot help it.
I am terrified of getting hurt again since I'm faced with the possibility of getting into a relationship. It's an irrational fear that I thought I was way past. I guess the scars XH (and a few others since him) left along the way run deep.
This made me LOL
3/12 5 mi -- 49:22 Pace: 9:52
5/1 Half Marathon -- 2:11:22 Pace: 10:01
5/22 10k -- 56:29 Pace: 9:00
5/24 3.6 -- 29:03 Pace: 8:18
7/10 15k -- 1:44:46 injured Pace: 11:14
10/29 5k -- 28:24 Pace: 9:04
I decided to gorge 16 boneless wings because they were on special last night. Combine that with several beers and I was 5 pounds heavier this morning than yesterday...I realize it is just water weight but still irritated me to see that number.
I am handling a lot of my co-workers work load because him and wife just had a baby. It is really starting to annoy me because I also want to get all my *** done so I dont have to worry about over the weekend.
It's not irrational at all - it's called being human. Everyone is afraid of getting hurt at some point whether they've been through hell or not.
I got a text from an old hook up (tattoo guy) saying he has been thinking about the last time we were together and wants to "check out my new place". I told him to stop and it wasn't fair to my BF. The "flammable" part is that I let my mind go back there. Tattoo guy has throw down, it's hot and was a goooood time.
I have a good mind to spend a good chunk of my income tax on pretty shoes and clothes. I mean, I plan on putting it in my tax-free savings account but who says it's wrong to spend just a little on myself?
Let me know how it goes! I have fantasies about buying Jilian Michaels, P90X, Kettlebell, Zumba, or the Brazilian Butt Lift. Of course, my real fantasy is the "body transformation" part, but I'm not sure if just plunking down the money and owning the DVDs (vs. actually doing the work) is going to get me to where I want to be.
My FFFC:
I noticed a good looking guy in the new complex the other day, he was playing with (I assume) his daughter it made him even more attractive, then I realized he is probably married...boo!
Then I saw him again yesterday with his little girl and a dog crossing over to the pond by my building, I got out of the car as quickly as possible with DD, and then noticed his official/unofficial police gear on the plain clothes - I am 99% sure he is the Courtesy Officer of the complex who happens to live across complex street.
So now I have a lovely looking crush on the most likely married dad, metro courtesy officer who lives across the way - so awesome. At least it was nice to look again
Oh and I am going on my second cup of coffee in order to stay awake for my hometown/college team play their sweet 16 game because I worked a 12.5 hour shift today. Go Hoosiers!!
Sorry, that is a hard part of it all. I understand wanting to explain all the reasoning behind it to people - I kind of did, it sucked. So my thoughts go out to you.
I love this new word!