I just want to lend you a note of support. It can be very difficult to end things with someone you care about, but it's often the best thing to do. I post this here all the time, but it rang so true for me that I wish I had seen it before I made my own mistakes: http://markmanson.net/love
My problems with my ex were nowhere near as serious as yours, but even then, things have been so much better since we went our separate ways. When your feelings get you down, try to remind yourself of the mess you avoided, and keep moving forward!
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